Written 04/ 10
Nothing is really getting easier, I’m just starting to deal with it I guess. People said it would be hard but get easier with time, but it’s almost like it gets harder as you miss more.
You miss a lot of things. Missing as in missing family, friends, home. But also missing as in missing best friend’s 21sts, your graduation etc etc.
I’m trying to put myself first and make a life for myself but it is a lot easier said than done.
I want to travel. Unfortunately you need money to do so. So it’s going to take a while before I can afford to do what I want.
I definitely want to be here for the summer. It’s going to be fantastic.
I’m going to Canada for a week in May which will be amazing. Cannot wait to see my family there and I’ve also sent a suitcase with my summer clothes there. So it will be nice to have something to wear besides my winter clothes I brought here.
Apparently it gets as hot here as it does in SA in the summer but we’ll see. I doubt it could be hotter than Durbs which is basically the sun.